I Really Used To

*Originally made by me*

The things that I used to say, I don’t know why it get away so fast
Just like the wind that blows up so fast
Really don’t know why it come
I used to know you right from the start
But, still you don’t know me exist now
I used to say ‘I love you’, right from the start
But now, you get away with her
I used to get all your pain
But you never know that I am here, exist 
Hurt
Disease
Wounded
Three words that really explain the pain
But, why?
Everytime I take one step towards you, you take two steps back
Is that really hard?
Go away with the wind, please
I still can’t catch you
Go away with the summer birds, please
Cause I know, We really can’t be as one. 

Sincerely,
A girl with a thousand tears